U Up?
This is my jam. We did the whole record in about 20 minutes and it's one of my all time favorites. I was originally going to keep this in the vault but when we had to resubmit the album I figured it was time to give this it's moment. The song is very angsty and darkish which fits the mood of the album. Realistic was playing beats and I immediately connected with the production. That's what he's best at, and why I trust him. He gives me a clear path to do what I have to.
You know I don’t got fucking simple mind
I’m serious, I write you in all of my songs
I hope you hear
these bitches crazy, girl they want me, I can’t help it
fuck these hoes I need you now, you’re all I feel
when I’m at home, I smoke and lay, and draw a picture of my day
the little things, that get to me and never change
I never change, I’m simply faded
i am here all by my lone and girl I hate it
All I’m ever good at is running away from what’s inside me what’s inside me
That is why I need you here tonight, ass out right beside me, right beside me
Cash my check, my wrist so clean
Really though, that’s coz I do special things
Maybe you, your friend and I...
I’m just tryna simplify
Cos I know well, your tinder nice but no Chanel,
you need a mill, you need somebody who could fuck you
then get the mail, but right now I’m a different person, I’m no help
All I’m ever good at is running away from what’s inside me what’s inside me
That is why I need you here tonight, ass out right beside me, right beside me