Sertraline

This was the first song recorded for the album. I had been working on the beat for about a week. I wrote the record in the Solarium, went outside to meditate, went to check my phone after and found out my dad had a stroke. It was a really weird day for me. This record is an attempt into what anxiety feels like, and the ways we as humans tend to use shit to cope by keeping the mind stimulated.

Why the highs so high up

And lows feel so hard

Running circles like a go cart, heart race, if you wanna roll big one, I’ll partake

Can’t stay in one place too long

My memory’s tainted for good reason

Now we're in the fall and it’s hood season

Being me's hard make it look easy

Nah Nah Nah

Can’t wallow in pain for long

Gotta fight a war and then come home

That’s why I’m on edge and I’m cut throat

In my pain I sang this song

Melodies, soul search

Thinking that my mind hit a growthspurt

Melodies, hella dreams, scary things, everything

Devil, enemies, hate my messaging

Melodies, vivid dreams, dead roses in the centerpiece

Everything, hating, means nothing to a mutherfucking boss

Sorry that im so pissed off, Sorry that im bogus Ugh

Lemme call my queen, ima fuck her on the spot

Pussy like oh my gosh, see im running from my problems

Like im running from the cops, see the pain don't stop

Running circles like a go cart, heart race, if you wanna roll big one, I’ll partake

This is not a simulation

Melodies, hella dreams, scary things, everything

Devil, enemies, hate my messaging

Melodies, vivid dreams, dead roses in the centerpiece

Everything, hating, means nothing to a mutherfucking boss

Sorry that im so pissed off, Sorry that im bogus Ugh

Lemme call my queen, ima fuck her on the spot

Pussy like oh my gosh, see im running from my problems

Like im running from the cops, see the pain don't stop

Running circles like a go cart, heart race, if you wanna roll big one, I’ll partake

If you wanna go somewhere & parlay

Yeah my dick game crazy, part snake

Every time I go crazy, the art's great

If wanna roll a big one, we’ll partake


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